blog post • 1/22/23 • 12:09am texas time
BY TIERRA UMI WILSON
sunset stream of consciousness [from
the hight of an airplane]
the sunset from the airplane
is beautiful
it’s kind of like seeing the whole spectacle
from the birds eye view of a star
i put my glasses on so i can see better
the sunset looks mild right now
muted
meaning it’s reaching the end of the show
not quiet the finale
reminds me of that part of the movie where you know it’s almost over , but you don’t want to be the one to admit it to yourself
the couch is too comfy
the sunset from my airplane
reminds me i’m little
and i’m big because without me
there would be no observer of the sunset
or fingers to type out these observations
and you dear reader would have no words to read right now
so i must matter right?
what does it mean to matter
the sunset is looking more navy blue
the sun is still setting behind me
we fly on
sunsets reminds me of time
time is the changing colors of the sky
time is another rep of my workout
time is moving further away from home on a solo drive
time is reading words i can’t unread
time can be measured in so many ways
i find that fascinating
if i was to venn diagram it all
the point of similarity would be
that time is movement
and movement is vast
i take my glasses off
it doesn’t matter if the sky is all hazy to me
the sunset doesn’t have details anymore
it’s just all black
cool
the airplane tips to the side
and reveals to me the colors of a city
fuzzy & bright
i’ve always thought if you were to time travel someone from ancient times to the city
they would think the world got lifted into the stars
the way the lights flicker at night
i often find my thoughts moving to places like this , putting myself in other peoples shoes in other times
generations i can’t tell if i was a part of
maybe i’ll find an older version of me in a history book & all the memories will stream in like …. yogurt haha
or i just have a vivid imagination
that i enjoy playing in
and whatever part of your brain that makes you feel is like 1000 times bigger in my head
i feel so much
it makes me sad
and happy
right now
i feel thirsty
so i will end my words here
and take a sip from my water bottle